LIFE AND DEATH....

Hello friends,

Recently my turtle passed away , she seemed perfectly fine few hours ago but fate has something else for her. She was sick from approximately 2months when I came home she recovered well and no one expected that she will die.The day she died she walked around the house she was suffering from swollen eye disease  so she cleaned her eyes to see us and she opened her mouth for food , she was fine and I never expected that she will die.

seriously friends life is like a hour glass , eventually everything hits the bottom...... 

I never understand why death is so painful even though I know everyone around me including me should die one day....

But at the end of the day death leave the heartache  from which no one can heal and love leaves the memory which no one can steal.

It doesn't matter how anyone will die , what matters is how they will lived.

Moments make life , It's not necessary to spend years with someone , it's just moments spent with someone that defines life.......

When my grandpa passed away I developed a phobia , I used to get so scared of the word death , I used never digest  how people around us whom we see in day to day life could leave the world , I used to be so scared that even if I get such dreams I used to wake up and roam around house but I don't know how age made me mentally strong. 

It may be because I realised that  he who doesn't fear death dies only once...

I understood that people around me will never die , they may leave this world but their memories will always live with me... 

Death ends a life not a relationship. 

So friends why to care about death this second is ours lets live it in our style ...

Don't be afraid of death,

be afraid of unfulfilled life.

You don't have to live forever,

you just have to live......

R.I.P Lila.....(my turtle)

LIFE GOES ON.....!!!!

Hello Friends!!! Its been long time since I posted  isn't it??? Well I have been busy with  stuff ... 

Isn't it amazing looking ourselves now, Five years back   I have planned many things I would be doing  with my life by now did I accomplish even one by now , well the answer is "NO" !!  What ever  I thought 5 years back not even a single thing got fulfilled by now .

Moving on in the life I see many people and I think "Hey!!! this was the girl who used to be a big tomboy omg!! now  she is getting married :/ , this was the girl who don't even know how switch on the stove now she is mother of two!! "  I often think myself  this way seeing many of my friends and classmates who got married or committed in a relationship and who were completely different  person five years back..

Isn't it amazing friends only five years drastic changes can happen to any person. Five years back I used to be sporty  I loved cricket and basket ball alot , everyday after 5pm I used  play Halo game on my PC , I used hate cooking , cleaning and I was a bit of tomboy hahaha...!!  But now things have changed, I don't use computer any more (only laptop) , cooking is my new hobby and I don't even touch anything if its not clean. I wonder how I changed so much!! 

Everything is amazing! My dog who turned six makes me feel like he is a kid, my turtles are 6 months old now . I feel like yesterday I was babysitting my baby cousin and today he is three year old kid. 

"Seeing people change isn't what hurts ,what hurts is remembering who they used to be"
My best friend and I don't talk much as she no more think I'm her friend , the people whom I thought will never support me stood beside me and I started giving more value to human relationships . The people who used to hate me I made most of them as my friends , I think I developed more like a person than what I was five years back!!!

Well friends change is destiny , it is the best possible thing god has created for us as the say "Things don't change people change"  so enjoy every bit of change in you and some day or the other we will realize change in ourselves and simply smile   ..

~Typical~

Hello friends,

 Its been long time isn't it? Hope all are fine ! Well talking about this post "typical" in the sense is me my nature and my humour  ,  Every friend of mine think I'm bit crazy , may be I just love being different.

I'm a big prankstar , people around always pay victims for my pranks , yet I always play silly pranks not serious ones.
I remember when I was a kid once at school all the girls were likely standing outside the class (actually there was lizard on a  bench so all the girls ran out) when I saw that I found it so funny that I took that lizard in my hand and I started scaring all the students we all were kids may be we were in 3rd grade every one ran out like hell and my class incharge was shouting "sudheera where are you??? come and wash your hands!!!" ... I was always like that a big naughty kid of my class.
After going to college  I started carrying rubber lizards and snakes in bag to scare people ( lol )..
 So when  I'm not around people often text me or call saying that they are actually missing me , my pranks  I feel happy because when people miss us in our absence its a great feeling .

When I was a kid I bought water scorpions and blind snakes as pets and any father would definitely ask his kids to through them out but my dad used to clean that aquarium for me. So I think somewhere my nature comes from him.

I'm always my teachers favourite till date , I get surprised sometimes because my 2nd grade , 3rd grade teachers remember me and I don't remember them .  When I was in 1st grade I participated in science exhibition  guests who have come kissed me on my cheeks  even that chief guest pulled my cheeks and I asked my mom  why all were doing so and she told me that I was  so little thats why  they were doing so and I argued with her telling that I'm not little , even today she tells me about it .

Often people ask me why do I cry like a baby , when ever I feel sad I would like to end it the very next moment so I cry and I feel better the rest whole day.....

My mom always keep telling me that I'm childish and I need to think and act like a adult but the child in me never dies I don't know why.

As long as I'm living I pray and hope all the people who are around me, whom I like should be happy . I would say that is a caring side of me :D ........

Many of my friends often tell me not touch lizards, snakes, frogs , rats , street cats or dogs , cows etc I never listen to them but one girl (I will not mention her name) she said that "sudhi stop touching weird animals or else no man ever will marry you" and I looked at her and said " you better consult a psychologist " . Just because I will get much attention changing my nature is seriously a wrong thing that's what I feel .

My advise to everyone is never change your nature for others because people who don't like your nature even don't deserve you!!!!! 

~Special people~

Some times I work till late nights but there is one special person who wakes up along with me and tap on the door  for every 5minutes to know if I'm alright and ask me to sleep. Its none other than my dad !

Whatever I'm today is all because of him. I know his everyday goes very busy with work , he don't have enough time to eat and sleep but he always have time for us. At the end of my day all the inspiration I get is only from him. 

When ever I come home there is one person who always love to bully me , he is non other than my bully brother. We are best enemies from childhood (lol) . We never get along together , we always fight but I know at some moment of life we take it as our best memories . Every day he just love to tease and crack jokes on me but I know that how concerned he is about me from childhood, My bro used to have a gang of friends in his school , all used to call him gangleader back then. If any one tease me he would just kick them up along with his gang , mainly because of that many were scared to mess up with me at school , his famous dialogue was if you mess with  my sis , you will mess with me.  

My little doggie who is always around me , I just cant say how much I love him, when ever I'm sad his silly acts  always make me smile , more than 5years he is with us but he is still my baby. At end of the day he always make me feel special for having him.

So Friends , 

Life is all about special people in it, who make it wonderful . As along as we have people are around us no matter what may come we can tackle it. Just know it love it and live it.

New year with new dreams.........

Hello friends its been long time,  Actually my laptop got a big prob and lets hope guys it get fixed quickly.....

First and the most , I wish you all a very happy new year...

May you all have good luck and good health this year.

Every year I just love this day because every January first I learn something special about life. Today I really had a blast with friends , after many days I laughed heartfully   , Many of my old buddies called me . Really guys new year is something else.

2011 was really a unsuccessful year in my life, My results came like a blast I expected more but I dint make it up to that level , I met many people who were rude and jealous of me , I went on becoming more and more sensitive , Got ill many times. 

Well guys lets leave the sad part behind , today I met Lavu one of my dearest friends , I know lot crises happened in her life and she is dealing with dark phase now but she came just to see me. I was very over whelmed to see her . She laughed and cracked jokes , she told me one thing that is "sudhi whatever comes in your life , just never stop dreaming"  . 

I just remembered myself  that little girl with lot of passion , who stood in my seminars expressing her dreams , who used to be a very tough teenager, who wrote many articles about changing the world .

 What ever may come I will fight  till I achieve my dream this year and above all that "I WILL NEVER STOP DREAMING".   

~CONFUSED~

I never understand most of the  people. I always wonder how can some people be so cruel.


People think 5minutes to buy a  5rupee polythene bag but never thing  even for 5 seconds while committing sin . After doing all evil people just realize they don't want to be parents and the kids grow up thinking its their mistake . Most of them dump newly born babies on road side  trash cans or drainage canals. Most of them are the results of evil done by their teenage parents. 

I read daily in news paper either many toddlers are dumped or sold. Most of them are killed  . I don't really understand why people don't even think even for 5seconds before committing sin , Why don't they understand they are holding a little heart which beats , which can senses the surroundings........ 

Once my friends and me were going out , there was a kid who came near to us started begging , we see lot of such street kids in India , I took the kids into my arms I told him not to beg even I don't want to give money I feel uncontrollable in such situations. After that my friends were like " sudhi go wash your hands you touched that kid" they stood looking at me weirdly . I just wondered will they leave their own kids if they are dirty . I don't understand why people think so.

I don't understand why some people  even tend to waste their money for unnecessary things but never  think of giving little of it to needy. Most  like to waste food but never think of giving  it  to needy.


I don't understand why many people waste too much money for birthdays etc etc but don't even think of spending that money for good work. 


Real happiness don't lie with in oneself , I'm blessed to have my parents who thought me good moral values .....
~Still in journey to know about the life~

~Love everyday~

Hello Friends !!! I guess I haven't been writing posts since long time, well sorry for the delay . Actually it took all these days for me to recharge my net .

 Every day just passes so quickly , have you ever imagined guys what would happen if time stops , lol its kinda crazy but its just me with all these crazy thoughts .
I'm always like a strange mutant in my family  , I don't know why I think so but as a result I was the favorite students of all my teachers till date.  I had many questions in mind with no answers.  But I'm fine with my life till date yet others have problem with me , I never disturb them but they want me to be like them , Isn't it weird!!!
I'm very simple girl  , Every day I just keep myself  busy in things but am I missing anything guys??? I just don't know but I feel sometimes so. Mainly when I don't have any books to read.

I'm happy with my life but I'm just surprised to see my friends talking about future having their own family....... I guess I'm still a kid and probably young for thinking so , I never thought about such things in my life till now may be because I find them more scary . That is the reason why most  of my friends find me weird. But guys when we are living in this beautiful world with wonderful miracles why should we think about Marriage , love  partner etc etc , when we even don't know we live tomorrow or not , I mean there is no guarantee for the life . Why to waste the given life thinking about the future which may happen or may not happen.So live the present and live happy.....

~Silly thoughts of sudhi~