Its 2002 likely when India was playing for world cup (cricket ) . We had it shown in our local district cabal and there were local advertisements of schools and colleges and my hard luck at that year i was in science fare of our school and that video used to be showed in advertisement of our school and my clip used to stay for 7sec . Everday when i used to go to school some unknow used to come any say " hey i saw you on that advertisement ". and i used to think " hard luck , agrr why i'm in this school , i wish i was neverbeen shown " i used to search a better way to escape from it..
My first article "sharks the deep see kings "(against killing of sharks) was published in our school's magazine (intellect) , it was one of the finest of that year (every one said so ) but i never published any other article thinking that i'm a bad writer ..
once my biology teacher in high school took my sketch book ( i was secretly sketching in between class) i got scared . but he saw all my sketches and asked " hey have you found one interesting thing in these? There is a girl in all these sketches once she is in deserts, once in forest , once she is sweeping , once she is picking flower, feeding birds .. but in every action she is thinking something " lolzzz i still remember it..
yaa i know i think alot and my thoughts are only cause of my destruction (they always try to conquer me) ..
at this moment of life i know what i chose was wrong
i know what i wanted to do
i know i could have done miracles
but why i did silly sacrifices for other
a sacrifice which made me forget myself
there is still time but i have no strength to fight
life is long and i know i can do it someday, some time!!!
My life is a big question mark for me
but i know i'll understand about it oneday
all it takes is that i have to control my opposite side!!