~Special people~

Some times I work till late nights but there is one special person who wakes up along with me and tap on the door  for every 5minutes to know if I'm alright and ask me to sleep. Its none other than my dad !

Whatever I'm today is all because of him. I know his everyday goes very busy with work , he don't have enough time to eat and sleep but he always have time for us. At the end of my day all the inspiration I get is only from him. 

When ever I come home there is one person who always love to bully me , he is non other than my bully brother. We are best enemies from childhood (lol) . We never get along together , we always fight but I know at some moment of life we take it as our best memories . Every day he just love to tease and crack jokes on me but I know that how concerned he is about me from childhood, My bro used to have a gang of friends in his school , all used to call him gangleader back then. If any one tease me he would just kick them up along with his gang , mainly because of that many were scared to mess up with me at school , his famous dialogue was if you mess with  my sis , you will mess with me.  

My little doggie who is always around me , I just cant say how much I love him, when ever I'm sad his silly acts  always make me smile , more than 5years he is with us but he is still my baby. At end of the day he always make me feel special for having him.

So Friends , 

Life is all about special people in it, who make it wonderful . As along as we have people are around us no matter what may come we can tackle it. Just know it love it and live it.

New year with new dreams.........

Hello friends its been long time,  Actually my laptop got a big prob and lets hope guys it get fixed quickly.....

First and the most , I wish you all a very happy new year...

May you all have good luck and good health this year.

Every year I just love this day because every January first I learn something special about life. Today I really had a blast with friends , after many days I laughed heartfully   , Many of my old buddies called me . Really guys new year is something else.

2011 was really a unsuccessful year in my life, My results came like a blast I expected more but I dint make it up to that level , I met many people who were rude and jealous of me , I went on becoming more and more sensitive , Got ill many times. 

Well guys lets leave the sad part behind , today I met Lavu one of my dearest friends , I know lot crises happened in her life and she is dealing with dark phase now but she came just to see me. I was very over whelmed to see her . She laughed and cracked jokes , she told me one thing that is "sudhi whatever comes in your life , just never stop dreaming"  . 

I just remembered myself  that little girl with lot of passion , who stood in my seminars expressing her dreams , who used to be a very tough teenager, who wrote many articles about changing the world .

 What ever may come I will fight  till I achieve my dream this year and above all that "I WILL NEVER STOP DREAMING".   

~CONFUSED~

I never understand most of the  people. I always wonder how can some people be so cruel.


People think 5minutes to buy a  5rupee polythene bag but never thing  even for 5 seconds while committing sin . After doing all evil people just realize they don't want to be parents and the kids grow up thinking its their mistake . Most of them dump newly born babies on road side  trash cans or drainage canals. Most of them are the results of evil done by their teenage parents. 

I read daily in news paper either many toddlers are dumped or sold. Most of them are killed  . I don't really understand why people don't even think even for 5seconds before committing sin , Why don't they understand they are holding a little heart which beats , which can senses the surroundings........ 

Once my friends and me were going out , there was a kid who came near to us started begging , we see lot of such street kids in India , I took the kids into my arms I told him not to beg even I don't want to give money I feel uncontrollable in such situations. After that my friends were like " sudhi go wash your hands you touched that kid" they stood looking at me weirdly . I just wondered will they leave their own kids if they are dirty . I don't understand why people think so.

I don't understand why some people  even tend to waste their money for unnecessary things but never  think of giving little of it to needy. Most  like to waste food but never think of giving  it  to needy.


I don't understand why many people waste too much money for birthdays etc etc but don't even think of spending that money for good work. 


Real happiness don't lie with in oneself , I'm blessed to have my parents who thought me good moral values .....
~Still in journey to know about the life~

~Love everyday~

Hello Friends !!! I guess I haven't been writing posts since long time, well sorry for the delay . Actually it took all these days for me to recharge my net .

 Every day just passes so quickly , have you ever imagined guys what would happen if time stops , lol its kinda crazy but its just me with all these crazy thoughts .
I'm always like a strange mutant in my family  , I don't know why I think so but as a result I was the favorite students of all my teachers till date.  I had many questions in mind with no answers.  But I'm fine with my life till date yet others have problem with me , I never disturb them but they want me to be like them , Isn't it weird!!!
I'm very simple girl  , Every day I just keep myself  busy in things but am I missing anything guys??? I just don't know but I feel sometimes so. Mainly when I don't have any books to read.

I'm happy with my life but I'm just surprised to see my friends talking about future having their own family....... I guess I'm still a kid and probably young for thinking so , I never thought about such things in my life till now may be because I find them more scary . That is the reason why most  of my friends find me weird. But guys when we are living in this beautiful world with wonderful miracles why should we think about Marriage , love  partner etc etc , when we even don't know we live tomorrow or not , I mean there is no guarantee for the life . Why to waste the given life thinking about the future which may happen or may not happen.So live the present and live happy.....

~Silly thoughts of sudhi~

~Unusual side of me~

Everyone have a unusual side so as me. 

I'm  very Expressive person , I can't hide sadness , happiness, tension , anger . If anyone see my face they can easily tell my mood. I can't pretend and I can't lie looking straightly at anyone . I have patience filled all over my mind , I remember one incident , my friend was continuously  irritating me oneday and I told her to do the same thing with another person so she started irritating another girl beside her and that girl slapped my friend and she was like " omg! sudhi  you really got extraordinary patience". I don't think I have extraordinary patience but I think I have patience and I usually don't get angry on any one  if do get it then that person should be a extraordinary one....


I'm very caring and I get attached to things easily (mainly animals) , I don't trust anyone quickly  but if do and they break my trust then that scene will be worst than dooms day .  

I love kids very much thinking about those cute little sweethearts give me pleasure .
I'm very organised person , I have a pre-planned day , I know its kinda boring but I feel pleasure in it.  


Anyone could easily know about me because I'm very expressive but I feel  damn hard to understand anyone else.

I'm not  a coward  but I cant see any creature in agony and pain.  I still remember when my dog was 2months old puppy it jumped from the bed and  hurt his ear , he was bleeding , I was literally shouting and crying "call the ambulance, call the ambulance"  my mum took my doggie and did first aid . I can't even bare seeing  if anyone cry  just because needle stuck to them. 

I'm not girly at all. I'm very simple and straight forward , I hate shopping i.e shopping of clothes and jewelry because it takes lot of time, I  like cooking my mom says I'm very good cook . I'm a bookworm. I stick to books in such a way that even a earthquake comes I can't realize. I have a huge collection of novels ,poetry , story books, autobiographies etc etc. There are too many of them that they are not even enough in my bookshelves .


I like sketching, writing stories , lyrics and public speaking .   

My recent sketches.....

 As I was bought up telling about the importance of relationships , I don't believe that some special person is created for us but I believe that everyone are destined with someone in life, no need to search  for that person because someday destiny will bring them infront  us  ..

CRAZY WORLD

Sometimes I find world more beautiful than it really is

because................

Sometimes I see strangers helping each other like group of ants .

Sometimes I see kids acting more mature than their age.

Sometimes happiness gather like bundle of colorful lights.

Sometimes even a strangers make us feel like their own .

Isn't  it the world is more crazy than we think???

or is it the way i see it.            

Sometimes we  find people who change our lives with mere coincidence                                         

Sometimes sacrifices for our beloved gives happiness

Sometimes silly mistakes make us smile 

sometimes even darkness won't scare us

Isn't wonderful no matter what happen life always shows us directions

Isn't it amazing that without  realizing we become something

No one ever teaches us how to live&love but we learn them in our own style,surprising!!!!

       

In this crazy world I'm a crazy wanderer

wandering for love ,life and freedom

                                                    

My Toy story

Last night I was seeing toy story 3 ,it reminded me about all those barbie dolls i used to have . I used to have a serious  barbie phobia when i was kid. I used to have likely 20 barbie dolls with a barbie house set , barbie car , barbie bicycle , 30 dresses and accessories .  

I still remember the incident when i got my first barbie it was a Christmas eve, we are Hindus so  no Christmas for us but on that day my dad bought gifts for us kept them in our room and morning  when i woke up ..... Presents wrapped in pink cover . When i unwrapped my present ahh .... I got  My first barbie . LOl as i was a kid at that time i thought Santa clause bought me those .


But when i was in 7th , i used to play more pc games & left playing with dolls. my last but third youngest cousin took who  was  found of barbies  took them and till date she is taking care of them . I wish i had taken a picture of them .


We grow up soon, we never realize that , but every time i see kids playing with toys i find it beautiful.