SACRIFICE & SADNESS

When i was a kid two phrases used to fascinate me,

• We never know what comes infront of us.
• What may come life goes on........

I'm sad today not because I'm weak but because when i feel to do something i can't do it  because of sacrifice.

Ahh... God should know why he gives every headache to me, i know when we are subjected to problems that means we can face them but if we are continuously irritated because of problems.................... no solution. 

I rarely get irritation i live in peace in any big problem but now i don't have any problem but I'm forced to indulge in others problems. 

Many call me and say that they are having problems 

but never any one  ask me "sudhi are you having any problem?"

   My sadness, I have to face it alone but my happiness every one will share.

Life is very different than we imagine , ahh I'm fed up with selfish & sadist people around me. But my fate I can't get rid of them.

Whatever may come I  will stand beside my family ,

because....................

I'M NOT A COWARD

10 EXTREMITIES

Hi friends ,
  oops i guess I'm posting after many days , well sorry for the delay because I was damn busy due to exams so unable to post . But now I'm back and this is my new post after many days....
10extremities, you people might be thinking what could be these 10 extremities , well these are the 10 things which  I cant give up at any costs .............. :D Let me start from 10.

10. Hrithik Roshan 
Hrithik Roshan is our bollywood superstar he is my dream man, he is the only actor I guess whose films i have seen without leaving any. But he is married thats the saddest part of this . But hrithik is at 10th position.    

9.Shin chan 
I can't tell how special shin chan is to me , when ever im sad if any one take his name i burst laughing thinking about this sensitive kid.

8.Novels and biographies 
Novels&biographies are irresistible because i stick to them  like a book worm . I donno know why , but i love to read them.


7.kids smile 
I just love when kids smile, they look like most valuable creatures on earth.

6.Chocolates 
I'm a big fan of chocolates especially ferrero rocher , cadbury dairy milk roasted almonds and diary milk fruit and nut . I can live without water but cant live without chocolates .

5. people who make me smile 
I think in world there are only in some people who can make me smile heartfully, and they are gods gift because only some can make us laugh through heart reducing our troubles.


4.Rainy day and animals
I love rainy days and animals , they make me feel free from all tensions .


3.Funky friends
I extremely like people who care for me and share sadness or happiness with me  i.e my friends.     

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1.Family 
My family stands first to me at all costs ,i love them extremely no one can take their position .......

Well guys these are my 10 extremities :D!!   

MISSING PART OF MY LIFE

Yesterday ,my dad called me and said " sudhi , don't you think you are missing some thing ?" , I looked at him with question mark face , he pointed at a photo in which I'm smiling. He was right i really forgot my smile these day. But because of what ,I'm probably unable to conclude .

I was likely 5 yrs old when I told my mom that I imagine many things . She told me that when ever I imagine things ,I should preserve them by painting or sketching them in paper. It was difficult at first but now it became damn easy , but now that I'm sad whatever I sketch or paint turned out to be sad or gloomy.

(a women sailing on boat thinking of something)

(a fantasy)

(Im right there sitting sadly on a flower and that fairy is trying to make me laugh)

(a fairy on a swan, thinking something)

(thats me ,again thinking something)

(This is me again thinking something)

                                                          

(I donno what mad me draw these three ) 

These are all my imaginations , i swear i never copy other person paintings or sketches . But in each and every sketch, people thinking of something or sad , but I still cant get what is making me sad.

Some people may think I'm mad but it is true. There is some missing part I'm not getting through!!!  

GOOD FAREWELL!!!

Bye friends I'll not be in bloggers from now until few months !!!! 

Can't say anything but just that I'm leaving......

HAPPY NEW YEAR FRIENDS!!!!

Hi friends ,
      Wish you all a prosperous new year . Sorry guys you people might be thinking why is this girl not replying form longtime but my only answer is I have been very busy lately . Due to this cold winter god!!! my health went bad many times. blah blah.....I should talk this stuff ,no forgiveness for betrayal i know it.
  Atlast  I have entered the most scariest, toughest and coolest year of my life  about which i dreamt a lot. But now that I'm in it wish me luck folks!!! 

            May this year bring you all happiness and make the world know your virtue . 

May you and your family blessed with utmost happiness ,

may you all be in pink in health,

may cherry blossoms raise in your life!!!!

 by

~sudhi~

To

1. Ms.sie (always keep on smiling , remember happiness always stays with good people but the only thing is that never loose hope , never forget that i'll always be there for you Ate sie.)
2. Suraj (take your studies little serious and don't be over confident Mr. future Steve Jobs :D)
3. Beany (always be this cutie pie who stays in his neverland , never come out from it fatty pot)
4. Nanz( Always be like this sweet and perfect)
5. Ms.jolly (always be this caring and funny lady that you are , i will never leave reading your blog !! )
6. Bella (Never stop searching for your Edward bells).
7. Delightfulness ( please publish your love stories future writer)

Soon there will be a departure ,I'll tell you people about it in some fine day but not today and thanks for the friendship I mean i never had such life after coming to college but gladfully  in 2010 I have met some wonderful people around the globe!!!! 

(beany this  is for u for being chweetest, cutest and fattest )

(Ms.sie this is for you a hope to move on)

( Always dare in difficult paths of your life suraj)

(Nanz and Delightfulness never stop reading and writing stories)

(My favorite Ferrero Rocher chocolates for Ms.Jolly and Bella for being too sweet)

 Last but not last ,

         

Happy new year guys!!!! 

TWINKLE TWINKLE

It was like yesterday when my daddy was taking me to school . It was like yesterday going out with him to icecream shop. I was the cutest sweetest adorable child in family but now psst i got many   younger cousins and i even became a aunt (gulp!) . How strange they were little kids until yesterday but they are growing up. My doggie was a little puppy until yesterday but 5 years passed away like a swift .
    I'm no more a candy baby , I became lot matured and independent . My friends who were tomboys now became shy girls lol!!! .
       LIFE IS JUST LIKE A VOYAGE , A TREMENDOUS JOURNEY WE CAN NEVER EXPECT NEXT STEP .....

FAMILY REUNION

Recently we had our new house opening and a family reunion for that function .  My dad are 7 siblings (3 girls and 4boys) . 5 of them showed up my other 2 uncles didn't make up as they were busy.  In my family girl child are especially invited because they'll always have share in father or brothers property.  when my aunts come the (younger 2) they are adored even more than me... hmp!!! lol
 My grandma (paternal)  asked to read the fat novel lying on my study table when i did it she can't stop praising me and all my cousins laughed , she did it again when i was with my laptop and all laughed again :( , she did it again in many situations and i didn't get why all my cousins laughed every time..

           (I'm the one who is not in saree and little fairer than all of them)...
                                                      
Well in a house opening among we hindu's all girl childes of family should cook first and  we have to eat sitting on floor and on banana  leaves. that is when i dropped my expensive camera in sambar  while serving food to my uncles and aunts lol luckily nothing happened to it but my eldest aunt told it to every one including my mom who scolded me for being careless :( (sob sob nevermind) ... It was my silly fault..

                                                     (havan which is lighted in a house opening)
After the pooja my dad gifted my aunts nice sarees and beautiful emotional moment . The pandhit was also given clothes and while he was leaving he said you have to call me when you are giving your daughter's hand addressing me and i looked at him with my killer eyes and my mom said that it may be after 3-4years and thats the reason i spared his life but after that my aunts started discussing this matter making me sad :(. Thats the only part i hated psst nevermind.